The moment that you died my heart was torn in two, one side filled with heartache, the other died with you. I often lie awake at night, when the world is fast asleep, and take a walk down memory lane, with tears upon my cheeks. Remembering you is easy, I do it everyday, but missing you is heartache that never goes away. I hold you tightly within my heart and there you will remain....... Ten years have gone by mum and it has not got any easier... I still miss you like you wouldn't believe! I dream about you and i can touch your skin... i remember how that felt so clearly. You are so amazing and i wish you were here with us... I was brave mum and i took the biggest leap in my life so far... i moved to be near near kerry and the kids.. i can look after them now that im here... I hope you are proud of me...I love you so so much.. xxx