I can't believe we have had 9 years without you... I cried today just like I did 9 years ago. I'm surprised I have any tears left mum..Every time i hear "momma" by the Spice Girls it still breaks my heart... it reminds me of your last birthday, when we done a surprise party for you at Kirkby Sports Centre... I remember giving you flowers and telling everyone how brave you were and how proud both me and kerry was of you! The words of that song are so true and thats why it hurts so much to listen to it.. I love you and miss you so much mum.. but I am so happy you were my mum.. I just wish we had you for longer xxxxxx