Mum, The day you died a part of me died too. The pain I feel each and every day is physical. My heart aches and has done ever since that day. I know i sometimes found it hard to show you how i felt as i was growing up but I am glad i had the chance to tell you how much you meant to me and how much i love you..The biggest regret is that Renee never got much time to spend with her special nannie before you went to Heaven..I will miss you forever, until my final breath..Your Daughter Colette xxx